Part 1: Situationship Hits Different

               Ang dami kong nababasa at napapanuod especially about LOVE. Sabi nila, you don't have to beg for it instead it's voluntarily given or come to. However, there are circumstances where you inevitably beg for love that you are looking for. Well, hindi mo kase masasabi na hindi ka magmamakaawa sa kanya dahil sa sobra mong kamahal ang isang tao, darating talaga sa punto na yon.

      Here comes my story, I was single for three or four years na I'm not sure. And yes I am longing for love. So what I did, nagsignup ako sa Facebook dating. Basically, similar siya sa Tinder like swipe right if you like him/her and swipe left if you don't. In short, naging maharot ang Lolo niyo. Aminin natin sa mga ganyang dating site Marami talaga tayong kachat it is mainly because naghahanap ka nga ng relationship, match or hookups and all. At first, hindi talaga ako seryoso or maexpect na makakahanap ako ng isang tao na mamahalin ko. Kase wala nga akong plan makipagmeet up kunbaga virtual, chat-chat lang.

       One day while I was swiping there, may nagustuhan ako and then in-heart ko siya. Several days passed by at in-heart back niya ako so nag-notify sa account ko na "you have match by blah, blah, blah". So, tiningnan ko muna ang profile niya. Pagkalipas ng ilang araw naisipan ko siyang ichat ng "hi" lang. One week seguro bago niya ako nireplayan so nawalan na ako ng gana parang "ay ang boring ng chat niya". To make the story short, after several weeks nagparamdam siya sa akin at nangumusta. Tinanong niya pa ako kung bakit daw hindi na ako nagparamdam. I don't know how I feel that moment pero may tuwa sa puso.

Keep on Sharing Positive Good Vibes to People

Growing up, I had this mindset that no matter how the world gripped me into pieces, I would stay true to myself and continue to keep on moving. Even though I don't know how long it will take me to feel comfortless, if it's the only way to make someone feel okay, then I will do it. Occasionally, we had this type of genuine act of kindness we wanted to share with others. Yes, it may sound idiotic, but if you have this type of character to pull off emotions, it's not being stupid after all; it's giving and sharing a part of you. Being able to share something so inspiring is exceptionally worthwhile and flattering. So keep on giving medications to someone who feels isolated, for the reason that we might know we can help that person go out and live his or her own life freely.

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Just as Seasons Do

The saddest part of attachment is letting go of someone who holds a big portion of your heart. You can't help it when the time comes when a person finally decides to go. They too have their own goals, dreams, and responsibilities to fulfill. They may be too far away, and you may only meet once in a blue moon after then. Or you may never meet at all. It's the most painful part of growing apart. The folks surrounding you now may soon pack their things and go after their own dreams one by one. You can only watch them go. You cannot force them to stay because they are not meant to stay forever to begin with. And it's a selfish thing to gatekeep them just for your own happiness. They too must serve their purpose in somebody's life path. And you too must hustle on your own to live the life that you want. You can only accept the fact that it is just how things are. People depart when it's their time to leave. People stay when it's their time to stay. They come and go just like seasons do.

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